Friday, October 22, 2010

Who Do I Wanna Be? Who Am I Now?

Who Do I Wanna Be?
Loving mom
Loving wife

Beader/Crafter - maybe even earning my own supply cash! Exerciser - to loose my current bulk
Teacher
Musician

Now that you've read past this, I encourage you to read no further unless you are a truly committed and confidential friend. If not, I hope you have locks on your doors....

In reality, here's me, all of me:

Little Amy
Amy Chee
Amy Schindler
Girly Girl
Rage
Shadow
Animal

Maybe someday I'll have the courage to post more details. Being sick is heartbreaking - to the patient - for he/she looses EVERYTHING, themselves, all their loves, hopes and desires; and for the caregiver of the patient - for he/she find him/herself going down this dark cave that's the illness, sapping at their strength, leading them down this dark, dark cavern that's all about the illness, no joy, just insanity.